How to Express A Broken Heart?

How to express a broken heart

how to pronounce it to myself painlessly

how to recount all those memories

even though all of them taste like bitter candies

how to tell how many times I cried

and the times I almost cry

how to utter the number of times I hide the pain

with laughter and smiles

state how I was driven crazy by the deeply inflicted pain

how to shout how I was stabbed by a swift's dart

profoundly in the abyss of my soul

how I have hidden this pain for almost a long time

How to express a broken heart

to the one who broke it

how will I say straight face-to-face how she caused this soreness

this aching heart, shattered into pieces

How to confront her with that smile

that still melt my feelings

how to face her and blame her for all my sufferings

while I "m trying to convince my self that "I'm fine

nothing to be painful at and it doesn't matter"

how will I say "I still love her"

even though she love being with someone else.

*this is first posted on Facebook