Thursday, June 26, 2008

A Letter To Myself: Always A Friend

Ahm! Well, hello! I really don't know if how I will start this letter. I find it hard to put thoughts into words. I don't have the courage to tell this personally, thinking that you may reject me. This letter is my way of letting you know what I've got inside.

First thing, first. I'm sorry .Very sorry. I'm sorry for judging you. Though you don't know all about it, I feel guilty about judging you. You're right when you have said that we don't know Who you are and how you became like that. You are mysterious as you are. You may have experienced stuffs which we haven't, so we have no rights to limit you in a standard that is not you. I know you're hurt and I'm sorry for that.

You are dear to me. I treated you as one of my closest friend. Maybe, you noticed sometimes that I open-up to you. I trust you, that's why. It's how I trust a brother like you. I don't expect that you give me back the treatment. I cannot say this to you personally, because I'm afraid that you will think that I'm too emotional and attached to you.

One thing, friend, I have treated you as a friend and I will always do. Though we are exactly different, even we have different perspective and even you reject me, I will always be a friend.

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